i ask a haircut at beauty salon but...

my hair become much shorter than my thought. too short. im feeling depressed. besides i wanna dye my hair light color, but my hair become black. im like a little boy. Summer is coming, but my hair is winter. i wanna have may hair permed but it is too short to do. i don't go anywhere. i CAN'T go out with this fu*king hair. im like a boy. i never wanna do! i wan't supposed to become like that! ohhh i don't wanna go school tomorrow. im in the bottom.