im a mass of anxiety

hi.I'm not so good.I'm close to tears.Do you want to know why?I am so angry at myself because I always leave my homework unfinished a lot and I always forget something.Last class, I forgot my IE file which is my profile memo in so I was cut down the points of IE Core.It's all my fault.I must decrease my mistakes.I'm not a child.Therefore I must effort more and more.I am never late.I never forget anything.I become diligent, or I have regrets but I never want to do.Go for it.Only that.


well, this is Ban-pei-yu, the same category as orange. It's a citrus fluit which is a special product of Kumamoto Prefecture. Yesterday my grandmother sent us it. Its diameter is about 20 centimeters so it's very big and its skin is thick! When we eat it, we need to cut its skin by paring knife.We can't cut by hands. Ban-pei-yu, as such, is sooooo big, but the inside is small.The taste is sweetish and fresh. I like it the best in ordinary cutrus fluits. Besides, there are a lot of interesting food in Kumamoto, for example Ba-sashi, Karashi-renkon, Ikinari-dango and Tai-pi-en. Everyone is nice! That's why I love Kumamoto!


and I bought three pairs of shoes recently. This one is my favorite sneaker! soooo cute! Color, appearence...everything is good! I can't wear it so that this sneaker is cute but I want to wear. Sadly, it goes on raining lately. Please be sunny!

rainy day

What's going on!?im good.

25th April, i went to THE BAWDIES's acoustic live at Shibuya Space Shower TV THE DINER. this live is invitation live so a total 2000 winners who are selected by lottery could come this live. Kanto area is a total 500 winners. i was the member of winners! i think i lose my last luck. X( but this live was worth it.
That's the invitation card!


In the middle of the live, suddenly the announcement was made!"Attention plz! from now, i thank you in advance of your helps! this is Mezamashi TV. we'll distribute hot dogs to everyone here and when we give you s sign, knock up hot dogs you have!" and did this. therefore i was on TV yesterday! Wow!


yesterday i went to Kichijoji to see my friend's live. I was so hungry and ate Chinese noodle at Ippudo. its taste is sooooooooooo great!

good day

What's up? im fine better than yesterday. i have a lot of homework and tomorrow is my turn of presentation in IE Listening class. Therefore i sit up late in these days. im not good at morning, so i can't wake up early morning. i always arrive barely in time for first period class. im late not only class but also rendezvous with my friends. its so bad. i want to break myself of that behavior.

well, everyday it has been raining! im so bored. i don't like rain. i want to wear new clothes and go out! so please be sunny!

by the way, i put my favorite two bands on this entry.


they are the members of THE BAWDIES and 9mm Parabellum Bullet! this picture may be taken in February. They are so cool! i love them!

im so nervous

i wwana get 10 things, but i can get only one thing or nothing. i wish i were more rich. of course what im given my life is so big happy, but my present "happy" is not good. what should i do?

...in a word i want money!!!!

you've left me speechless

this title is excerpt from LADY GAGA's song

Today, April 21th, my two favorite bands,who are 9mm Parabellum Buleet and THE BAWDIES, release new album! Both CDs are 2500 yen so the total is 5000 yen... i don't enough money to buy them. In fact, i quarreled with my mother and i have not told anything to her, so i cant borrow even 500yen from her! My mother is so angry and didn't cook my dinner, didn't wash my clothes and didn't wash dishes i used. As i could think of nothing better to do, i made dinner and washed my clothes and dishes by myself. anyway, i have a lot of things to do cuz im student! but my mother disregards me and does nothing! awful!

i was not so happy recently. Yesterday is awful all day. First period is Spanish culture and society, but i was too late, about one hour. its so indeed and i understood it. However, when i entered this classroom, Professor said me "Please get out. there is no room you sit down. Next class, you must not be late." OMG! i was ejected! I knew i was bad. but i was so shocked. i swear i come class in time!!!!

LADY GAGA's LIVE!

April 17th, i went to Yokohama Arena to meet LADY GAGA! she is the most famous singer in the world. she sings "Poker Face", "Just Dance" and so on. when i arrived at Arena, there were a lot of "KOSPLE" people! some were in GAGA's costume, or some were like GAGA's fashion. it became a colorful place!

before GAGA, Semi Precious Weapons, who is the punk rock band from New York City, performed on the stage. i didn't know this band, but they were so cool and exciting musician! i like it!

GAGA's live is sooo excited! i jumped up and screamed "GAGA! AWESOME!!" all the time! she is so sexy and smart. if i were born again, i would like to be LADY GAGA!

My life

i am crazy about TOHOSHINKI, especially CHANGMIN! if you wanna know who hes, check the movie i put on here and find the most handsome guy! i recommend listening to "Stand Up!". this charming song make me happy<3



now, today i had first meeting of freepaper in Waseda Uni. there were half of members. Ryota, our leader, gave us lightexplanation and i chatted with some girls and guys. we shook hands with each other! after meeting we ran in restaurant and talked long time, from 14:00 to 17:00! may i introduce some?

Ryota (Waseda Uni); our leader but... i cant recognize his character! X0
Kanae(Musashino Art Uni); a small cute girl and she graduated Shonan high school! Wow!
Kotaro(Keio Uni); in short, hes ike-men in japanese. i think hes an alarm men! he spent 2 years in Meiji Uni and enters Keio Uni this year.
Riho(Waseda Uni); so tender girl to be with, i like her

i didnt join any club until now but i decided to enter new student association cuz i wanna create something only i can do. im intersted in editing and interviewing so i chose freepaper association, but i needed to interview and 25 in 70 applicants were screened. fortunately i can be one of its members but i also have responsibility.

anyway, i enjoyed meeting so much! i get golden opportunity and go for it!

oh! by the way,to my surprise, there were so many students in student canter in spite of spring vacation. Waseda students are so hard-working. awesome!



you know, i wanna get cd "MR. LONELY" which is limited single!(release of 3000 cds in ONLY TOWER RECORD!) i went Shibuya and Yokohama TR, but there was any cd in both. noooooooo! fuck!
lovely WATARU! i luv you! i try changing like watarus hair! good?

photo: left(bs.SHOW SKB) center(vo.&Gt WATARU.S) right(drm KENSUKE)

Jamie Campbell Bower & Bonnie Wright

They appeared in Emma's calender party! Jamie Campbell Bower is an actor. There is a little situation we see him in the media, but he was part of Anthony Hope in Sweeney Todd movie and i found out he was a special man of those i met ever then! Wow! This is hottest couple now! Moreover he worked with Rupert in the magazine! i wanna get it! Jamie is tall, cute, cool and handsome and handsome and handsome! Jamie and Bonnie are sooooooo nice ,arent they? Nobody touch them!

first entry

hi!
Im Kaho sugawara.(another Kaho belongs to this IEⅢclass but she is more smart than me, so you shouldnt take her for me!Be careful!)Im agu student and my major is english and american literature and language. My core teachers in spring is Mork,C.M and in fall is Bollinger, D.J. the 2 ladies were so teachers but also so kind and so cool. i like them. and new teacher,professor Richardson, at 2nd grade in spring has nice smiling and cool. im looking forward to studying with him so much!
well, i tell you self introduction. please read. i was born in Kumamoto and right after i moved to Shizuoka prefecture and lived there for about five years. i had special memory i lived in Gotemba. we had much snow in winter and in my birthday it snowed 60cm that was record of the winter in Shizuoka. my half body was filled with snow!That was when i was 6 years old. i moved out Kanagawa Prefecture cuz of my father's transfering. now id lived in Hiratsuka.
i have a lot of things i love, especially i love rock music and Hollywood movies and stars. im interested in LOCKSLEY, the BAWDIES, 9mm Parabellum Bullet and LADY GAGA! they are all musician. moreover not only listening but also going live concerts are my hobby. in 2009 and 2010 i went and will do ten lives!